&the greying vision

Friday, December 30, 2005 1:51 PM

a day more for the year 2005 to be over.. frankly speaking, i cant bear to leave tis year!! it contains alot of memories i had nv exprience before.! and those mostly were good memories!

thou beginning of the year of 2005, i din enjoyed tht much.. and i seriously din enjoy the school life im having at tht point moment. it was totally dreadful for mi to go school.. i hate the environment there.. esp *something.* i purposely skip school and went late for school. it wasnt the problem of which i cant wake up on time which most of u guys tot.. but it was i hate gng school! but gradually. i met new fren.. we stay back in school.. and we get to know more fren.. and thts how my circle of fren expanded..

more and more fren in my life.. i get to love the life of tht! they were so happening.. i guess they r really my true frens.. indeed when im in need of help.. they seriously helped mi.. i can feel tht they are using their heart to be fren wid mi! =) and thru them i know alot of things.. i told them.. when im lower sec.. i only knew the peeps in my class and no one else.. and my profile is SUPER low.. haha.. really think at tht time.. no ones know who is cindy.. but after tht they told mi alot of stuff!! and i had a realisation tht my 'antana' is super short.. after which.. they taught mi how to see cars, dogs, and alot of thing! also they made made mi realised tht no one is perfect. and i should not expect 100% perfect frens.. cos im neither perfect to them..

time past by so fast.. without realising.. it was may.. mid year exams for us.. holidays in june.. july was the home coming day! it was fun wif my dears! haha. den august was prelims. althou we really studied hard.. but results was kinda bad for mi!? sept was the actu n level for chinese and ss. after which studied hard.. whole day was just mugging and k-ing the books.. and off we go for our n level major papers. and oct it finally ended our four years of mugging in ctss. thou tht wasnt the end.. as wat we hoped.. nov was the o level paper for maths.. we played hard and enjoyed our days.. in the past months after n's ended.. and suddenly a major exam came by.. i was totally unprepared! haha!! dec was a full month for mi!! alot of things happened and thts how i ended my last month of the year 2005.. and i din regret.. my n's results shows mi it's worth working hard and strive for the goal i wanted.. now i wanted to work for my o's next year.. haha.. to be k.s. la.. i've already set my target lers.. 18 and below. best 15.. and get into mass communication.. but i've yet to decide. mass.com or managing tourism.? thinking.

lastly msg to the three dears. joling sihua bianca. u gals just rock my world!! =) in love wid u gals!! and to joling!! i sure adorable-r den u!! haha.! love u guys!

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